life

I'm glad I talked to kiznox tonight, it made me a little less hysterical...

Good news: I fucking rocked my audition. My teacher was basically struggling not to jump out of his seat afterward for joy, and everyone said I was amazing. A russian bass in my sutdio even said tht given the fact that I'm only 22, he considers me a genius for my singing capability.

Bad news: the guy I've talked about turned out to be a complete head-case when he was drunk and essentially yelled at me for an hour before literally throwing my shoes and my change of clothes out of his door right before me. This is what I get for trying to make new friends and meet people. I basically just sobbed for the last hour uncontrollably despite the fact that I had a good day up til then. Nothing like hearing from a basic stranger that none of your friends give a flying fuck about you and that you're a terrible naive person. shoot me now.

I'm gonna try to sleep for a bit, so g'night